I know this is being over-dramatic but it’s like a death … or a rape. A violation of some sort. I can’t even think about it too much. But basically, I have lost all my documents, pictures, videos, etc.

You see, my laptop has been playing up for months.

This could’ve been me!

It was overheating and crashing and I had to only open one tab at a time which for a person with bipolar-induced low concentration span was incredibly frustrating. So Chris said he would “strip the bugger down” and fix it all up for me.

The most frustrating thing of all this is I told him I had stored and removed everything off my desktop and he heard that I had stored and removed everything in the world that actually meant anything to me.

I can’t write anymore until I pick up the pieces.

hugs